What happened to the sadist?

People often ask Me. Have you still got your sadistic side? 

Those who know Me will know the answer to this but, for those who don't know Me, allow Me to answer the question... I most certainly do...

Over the years My Domination style has evolved. Just like in vanilla life, people change. I became a Mistress at the young age of 22. For a number of years I mainly based My sessions around high protocol and slave training. I was always known as a Mistress who had a very sadistic streak. There was and STILL is a huge part of Me that loves nothing better than inflicting pain on someone. Weither that be from flogging, CBT, CP or ballbusting. That fire within Me whilst having a submissive completely at My mercy has never left. Trust Me.

I believe there's two types of masochists. One that enjoys pain and one that enjoys the more mental aspect (emotionally masochistic) I equally enjoy both.

As the years went by I started developing this urge to really tease and frustrate men. I started enjoying edging sessions more and more until it naturally became 'My thing'. I left sessions on an absolute high (buzzing infact) The feeling of complete control and power was incomparable. I felt like I could really get used to making men so desperate for a release they'd do almost anything. Sometimes leaving them completely denied after I had edged them continuously.

Since introducing more of the teasing side of Domination into my sessions, I've had quite a few of My regular subs step away due to the belief that I'm no longer interested in playing hard. This is not the case atall. I can easily do both and love it. Sometimes switching it up during session and giving the best of both is the perfect combination and works very well. I love making you earn your reward. :)

I thought it was important that I pointed this out. I don't think I've ever spoken about this publicly and I realise by the amount of posts I share on twitter and My other platforms it could be easily misleading. 

I'm sure most people have two sides to them. Which one do you prefer?....

SJ

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